Apparently everything looks normal, even these tears flowing down my cheeks.
But how can it all look so swell, when all looking is doing is simply admiring the reflection of the light. So how can we be so certain of what we see? Perhaps we will never have the answer to that question, but the norms of society retaliates us to believe that what we see, must be real.
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It is such a disgrace, at how superficial we have become to be. Now I know why I grow so alone. Whey ever since elementary school I have felt like I have liked in the shadows of society. It may not be because of what I am, but simply who I have become. I have outgrown the feckless lies of many people; I have come to realize that all I really have is me, myself, and I.
Often I ask myself why I have not yet met a single person that cares for me as much as I would care for them back. In all honest truth, I thought I had met the greatest bunch of friends, and perhaps I was right-I have. But in reality, who am I to speak? This lonesome kid, who has always pretended to be something he is not, simply to abide by the system's structure and have easier access to sham smiles.
So this blog is heading in no direction of particularity. I try to rationalize why I have not yet someone who is simply as sparked into me, as I am to that one person. The answer comes to me as I scan through my pictures, and realize that I have not what people want. I feel like my aura is just as crushed as I am, and rapidly hide in this dark mist of hopelessness. Plastic should be our new praise, and love should be for once again the victim of society's idiocy. Should I decide to follow with the roots that lead to rotting, or truly follow thee path of my heart and soul. I think I know you are there, so please just say that you are also here.
Do not let another opportunity pass, just yet; you have no idea what you are missing. As, I have no idea of what to expect. Life is truly a thrill. Hope you were here.
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